Chapter
Six
"Tell me again why it is we are out walking at this hour? I must be
mad. You must be mad. It's bloody cold, it's January for God's sake.
I'm freezing my balls off. And I just may have need of them."
Lieutenant Francis Eccleston
flapped his arms across his chest for warmth as he and his companion
struck out toward Southsea Common. The Hard and the High Street behind
them, they strode along briskly in a useless effort to offset the
frigid wind from the Channel. The overcast sky had yielded no snow, but
the hard ground was well-covered. Hats, greatcoats and mufflers were
insufficient to ward off the chill.
The hour was as ungodly as the
temperature, for Chadd had knocked on the door of his chamber just as
The George's servants were stirring to tend the fires.
"A walk, sir? Clear the head?" No
doubt they both needed to blow away a few cobwebs. Each had spent the
night in the arms of his lover, each was torn between making the most
of the unexpected opportunity for a tender farewell on the one hand and
returning, on the other, with all appropriate haste to Indefatigable,
which was currently in a frenzy of 'round the clock activity.
Now that the French had executed
their king, His Britannic Majesty's ships were preparing to go to war
in earnest. The fleet's orders to sail were pending, but could only be
a day or two off at the most. It was Chadd had who received an
unanticipated message via one of the ship's boats. Informed of the
news, Eccleston first flushed and then went pale: His dear love was but
one cold, dark, wet boat ride away across The Solent, waiting for him
in The George Inn.
Against his customary reticent
character and knowing full well it was beyond a cheek, he had drawn
himself up and asked Captain Pellew for shore leave. He was met with a
look that beggared description. Miraculously, however, the Captain had
granted his two most senior officers thirty-six hours ashore -- as long
as they undertook to chivvy the dock master out of a spare mast and
looked out whatever eighteen pound shot might be available.
Blowing on his hands, Eccleston now
cast a weather eye to the southeast. Though a weak sun had broken free
of the horizon, the ladies were no doubt still tucked up in their beds,
he mused, or perhaps were just now arising to a lovely hot cup of tea.
Spurred on by the vision of Lydia standing by the bed dishabille, he
was just taking breath to harangue his companion into turning back when
Chadd harrumphed to clear his throat.
"I am, um, requested and required
as it were, to put it to you, sir -- that, is I have been asked to
explain.
"Good God, man, get on with it."
Chadd, usually cool and almost preternaturally self-possessed, was
behaving most oddly.
Chadd stopped on the footpath and
turned to face his friend, crossing his arms and bracing his feet
apart. "Right. Right." He drew a deep breath. "Here's the thing."
Eccleston, too, stopped and cocked
his head to listen. As he took in what Chadd was saying, an incredulous
expression spread across Eccleston's refined features. The thing was,
the thing was unbelievable. Impossible. His reunion with Lydia had been
sweetness itself and yet tinged with regret. Honour did not allow. But
he continued to listen without uttering another word.
What if there were a means? What if
he could ask Lydia to be his wife while his honour remained
unassailable? Could he compromise at all for such a purpose? He yearned
to marry her with all his heart. What other reason to throw himself
more wholeheartedly than ever before into his country's service? He had
already admitted to himself that he now had "prospects" -- he had
gained that footing the moment that King Louis had lost his head.
Out-and-out war meant that he had every chance of being posted captain
sooner rather than later. When that happened, he had already sworn to
himself, he would make Lydia a proposal of marriage. Until that time,
he had reconciled himself to wait.
But fate, or at least Lydia's
stepdaughter (and Chadd's lover) Cornelia, seemed to have a different
plan. Cornelia had put it to Chadd like a lawyer and now Chadd put the
same arguments to Eccleston. First, there were his improved prospects.
Separate from the likelihood of a posting, there was the probability of
becoming quite well-off, if not rich, from prize money even before he
was offered a post. (Both men knew as well as they knew their own names
that the wardroom officers would share out an eighth of the value of
all prizes, but Chadd could not help but be impressed at the depth and
accuracy of Cornelia's information. He was thinking of recommending her
to the Admiralty as a spy.)
Second, it should not be overlooked
that Indefatigable's captain was a man of rare ability and ambition,
increasing the chance of early prize money by, well, by at least
tenfold. Neither of the lieutenants needed convincing on that score.
Third, Lydia's circumstances had
changed. Cornelia barely suppressed a sly smile as she had recounted
this part to Chadd. Lydia's trustees had agreed to allow her to lease
out her London house (in which she held a life estate) for many
thousands of pounds. She would no longer be dependent upon her trustees
and could live anywhere she liked in her present style. It would not be
a question of Eccleston sponging off his wife, for (A) he would be at
sea for the foreseeable future and (B) he would soon be wealthy in his
own right.
(As a realist, Chadd had
immediately spotted the flaw in the entire argument. He almost said to
himself "fatal flaw" but banished the thought at once. He realized it
might be more in line with his enlightened self-interest to keep his
mouth shut. Almost against his nature, he found Cornelia's headlong
involvement in this scheme -- right up to her pretty eyelashes --
unabashedly romantic but quite endearing.)
But to continue. Fourth, the lady's
disposition on the matter should by no means be ignored. She was as
devoted to Eccleston as he to her. So much so in fact, that she had
overcome her retiring nature and had permitted her solicitor, Melchior,
to obtain a special marriage license from the representatives of the
Archbishop of Canterbury. She and Eccleston could wed in any church
without the banns having been read. In other words, today. Surely
Eccleston would see that Lydia could not have been persuaded to do this
unless her feelings were as passionate, deep, and desperate as his own.
Well, there it was and it was all
up to him now. His happiness and that of his love were in his hands. He
could carry on with a stiff upper lip and whatnot or he could pull
himself together and….
"Steady on, old chap! Are those
really Cornelia's words or do you now speak for yourself?" Eccleston
pulled his head back to look literally down his nose at his friend.
"Me, sir. Respectfully." Chadd's
lips twitched with sardonic humor. "The point is, Mrs. Trent wishes you
to propose. She has done everything in her power -- or rather permitted
Cornelia to do everything in hers -- to allow you to do so. And if you
do so, she will undoubtedly accept. With pleasure. Oh, and Cornelia's
had a word with the vicar at the Royal Garrison Church -- don't ask me
when, I have tried to keep her occupied -- and he is free to perform
the ceremony at five o'clock this afternoon."
The expression on Eccleston's face
mingled shock, realization, delight and embarrassment in more or less
equal measure. Chadd grinned broadly. As long as he himself was not
involved, the entire business was vastly amusing. Without another word,
the two men turned as one and made their way back to The George.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Chadd and Cornelia had perched
themselves one step below the first floor landing on The George's
paneled, dimly lit staircase. Every few seconds, Chadd raised an
eyebrow and turned to Cornelia, who tossed her hair or rolled her eyes
upward in response. They had been sitting there in a cold draft for
nearly ten minutes, listening to Eccleston pacing the hallway just
above.
"Why doesn't he get on with it?"
Cornelia muttered. Chadd leaned close to hear properly and shook his
head, but he was smiling. "Be patient, my love. He's made up his mind,
I'm sure of it. He's only considering how to go about it. You can't
blame the chap, can you? This is one of the most important questions he
will ever ask."
Cornelia raised an eyebrow of her
own. "I believe you mean to say the most important question he will
ever ask, do you not?"
He smiled broadly now. He found
Cornelia endlessly entertaining. He was sure -- well, almost positive
-- she did not wish to be proposed to herself. Yet her views toward her
young stepmother and Mr. Eccleston were unreservedly romantic. "Yes, of
course," he said wryly. "That is exactly what I meant to say."
"Shush!" she whispered suddenly,
pointing up the stairs. A telltale creak of the floorboards, not heard
before, was followed by pronounced throat clearing, scuffling of boots
and the opening of the chamber door directly above.
The two on the stairs looked
knowingly at each other. Cornelia appeared quite prepared to remain at
her current station, but Chadd rose and held out his hand to her.
"Come, madam." He gave her a
mocking little bow. "I fear this could take some time. Shall we go down
to the parlor and order up a pot of tea?"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Resolved, and astonishingly
composed, Francis knelt down before Lydia, not on one knee but on two.
Tall as he was, and with Lydia seated, they were more or less at eye
level. He clasped both her hands in his.
"Lydia, dearest," he said simply,
"I have come to ask you to be my wife."
She nodded emphatically, smiling,
unable to speak for a moment. Her countenance, radiance itself,
expressed everything he could wish.
"It seems," he went on, "that
certain matters I should have seen to myself have been taken out of my
hands."
Lydia nodded again. "Cornelia --"
she managed to say. "Mr. Chadd --." She withdrew one of her hands and
waved it vaguely about.
"But are you sure, sweetheart? I
love you, you know. Did I say that? I want your happiness even more
than I want my own. I have excellent prospects, at last. I will do
everything in my power to care for you and to make you a good husband."
Lydia's smile grew even wider as
she wiped away a tear.
"But you will be on your own for
months at a time," Francis was saying, "perhaps even years. Even now,
we shall have precious little time together. I must leave you in the
morning and…."
"There's no need to make a speech,
love. My answer is, I will. What could I ever say to you but that I
will?"
He had taken a deep breath and now
exhaled.
"Besides," she said, taking both
his hands again and raising her chin, "I am braver than you think."
"If you are going to marry me, I
think you must be the bravest woman in the world."
She freed her hand then and threw
her arms about his neck and he kissed her most tenderly as they rose up
on their feet. They sat together for a few moments more on the edge of
the bed, hearts full. All too soon, they must part for a short time --
but to meet again at the altar. Chadd must be consulted on the exact
time. Apparently, a wedding supper was also already in hand, Mr. Tuckey
the landlord having been apprised of the circumstances.
Calmly and with an unexpected
confidence, Lydia explained the events that had led her and Cornelia to
race pell-mell for the South Coast with only the slenderest hope that
she and Francis would actually be reunited in Portsmouth. He heard all
about Lady Rutledge's part, various solicitors, special licenses,
freezing carriages and so forth, until his head quite swam with the
details. In truth, he was only focused on Lydia's lovely face and the
sure and certain knowledge that she would soon be his wife. Somewhere
in the recesses of his brain, the Indefatigable loomed over all, but
for now -- just for now -- he was first and foremost a bridegroom.
There were a few matters more, as
it happened, that his bride wanted to convey -- just a few basic facts
that a husband ought to know. The house near Golden Square was to be
given up. She had determined, with the means now available to her, to
take a house in Southampton. Not only did she have family nearby --
cousins of her mother's -- but it was a "stone's throw" from Portsmouth
and easily reached from London.
Eccleston was reassured by the
sense of her choice. Any naval port like Portsmouth or Plymouth was
bound to be a bit rough. There may be officers a-plenty, and their
ladies, but that did not change a town's fundamental character.
Southampton was a spa town, with some claim to elegance and culture. He
would be far happier picturing Lydia there than in any of the Channel
ports.
She was saying that Cornelia would
surely come and stay with her. In Southampton, she would have all the
war news almost as soon as it reached England. She did not think she
would be so very lonely, especially if she got a little dog. And they
would write. He would know everything that happened in her world.
While she, Eccleston was equally
determined, would know almost nothing of what happened in his. His
letters, instead, would play upon the future. In view of his current
position, their life together was bound to be respectable and
prosperous, perhaps enviable, possibly even glorious. Well, no need to
tempt fate, he said to himself as he stood. With a final, heartfelt
kiss to the palm of her hand, he took his leave.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Cornelia, along with two of the
little chambermaids, had helped Lydia into the gown she had packed, in
such hope and haste, for this very eventuality. It was soft wool, the
palest blue. Since she had walked to the church wrapped up to her
eyelashes in her hooded cloak, her hair was adorned with a fine scarf
of ivory Venetian lace rather than a hat.
Eccleston, standing ramrod straight
at the altar with his coat well brushed and neckcloth wrapped tight,
was struck again by her beauty and how much he loved her as she walked
directly up the aisle to meet him. Cornelia trailed in her wake,
wearing dark emerald green. She gave Chadd a saucy wink and Eccleston's
heart expanded further. He possessed a fortune already, not only in his
bride but in his friends.
At this moment, Lydia resembled
nothing so much as an earthly angel. He knew it was absurd, but had he
not loved her even before he had known her? He was sure that it must be
true. The vicar opened his prayer book and cleared his throat.
Eventually, the bride and groom left off gazing at each other and
turned to face him.
Days, weeks, or even months later,
Francis found he was unable to recall very much of what happened after
that. He remembered repeating the significant words: "With this ring I
thee wed, with my body I thee worship, and with all my worldly goods I
thee endow." He remembered the fervent hope that he would have the
worldly goods in question. He remembered that Chadd produced a ring, a
slender gold band, but he never had any idea where it came from.
He remembered kissing Lydia--very
soundly indeed--at the clergyman's behest and the sound of Chadd and
Cornelia's happy laughter in response. The ceremony had been so short
that her cheeks were still cold at the end of it. He remembered the
warmth in his heart during the wedding supper, Chadd dishing up roast
goose onto his plate along with ribald remarks about keeping his up his
strength. There was quite a lot of claret splashing about and it was
very good. Two jollier marriage witnesses than Chadd and Cornelia could
not have been found. The four of them were at ease together, talk and
laughter flowing like the wine. He was careful, though, not to drink
much. The evening was full of joy, but his wedding night lay ahead. The
one thing he wanted to do before morning was give Lydia all the
pleasure she could stand.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Indeed, only an hour or two later,
Lydia had found herself in the throes of ecstasy. Or had lost herself
in them. But then, it was Francis who put her there and, really, why
was it that she bothered trying to form any thoughts at all at a time
like this?
He's the dearest man on earth, she
had mused, just as he was slipping himself, naked, into their
excessively large and comfortable bed--what was now, in fact, their
marriage bed. Her heart did a little dance, either because she had
somehow, miraculously, received her deepest desire, or perhaps because
her husband's large hand was sliding slowly up the bare skin of her
inner thigh. Or possibly both.
She was not the slightest bit
tipsy, though she may have lost count of exactly how many glasses of
wine she had drunk at supper. Such a merry group they had made,
Cornelia nearly as radiant as Lydia herself and the usually reserved
Chadd positively convivial. The bride and groom spent the meal
exchanging besotted looks and breaking into foolish smiles. Their
companions, meanwhile, beamed with pleasure, teased each other
unmercifully, and took turns topping up everyone's glass.
"Lydia!" Francis was saying. "I
trust I have your full attention on our wedding night."
"What? Oh, of course you do,
darling," she replied at once, having realized that he was only being
dry. She threw her arms around his neck and pulled him close.
"My husband," she whispered. "I
love you. I am so happy."
"Mrs. Eccleston," he said, trying
the words on his tongue, grinning.
"Francis, can you not be serious
for one moment, even now?" She was on the edge of laughter again
herself.
He shook his head, dark gold hair
gleaming in the firelight. "I cannot. I am far too happy to be
serious." He had both hands under her flimsy nightgown, stroking her
waist and hips. He nuzzled her ear and she sighed a little in response.
That always roused him and she knew
it. Her response was not quite involuntary.
"Minx," he exclaimed, for he knew
she knew it. He suddenly withdrew his hands, threw back the bed cover
and came over her, pushing her nightgown all the way up. Her perfect
body lay exposed to him in the room's dim glow. She quivered, just a
little, until he lowered himself upon her.
"You do have a cheek, sir. What a
word to use to your wife."
"Oh, Lydia," he said then, no
longer smiling. "I do believe that you will always tempt me as no wife
should."
She wriggled her shoulders and
shivered deliciously. What a very pleasing thing for him to have said.
And so seriously, too.
His grin broke out again. "I
believe I have you just where I want you, do I not?"
"I believe I may return the
compliment." She reached toward the very impressive male part poised
just above her thighs. "But, Francis, please! Let us not digress,
tonight of all nights."
He gave her the sweetest of smiles.
"No indeed, my love. Just this once, I shall not keep you waiting."
Francis bent to his task with the greatest goodwill, bestowing kisses
most loving and tender, commencing upon her lips, proceeding to her
milky bosom.
Lydia adored her husband for many
reasons, not least that he knew so well how to love her. Once a shy and
somewhat hesitant lover, he had gained immeasurably in assurance,
buoyed by her adoration. Where once she had tended to lead, she now
willingly allowed herself to be led.
His lips brushed her breast, she
felt his warmth and strength against her and she sighed again, her
breath ruffling his hair. He rose up, knowing the state of her, and
entered her yielding body, smoothly, swiftly. A wave of ecstasy swept
through her, eyebrows to toes. He withdrew himself, slowly, slowly, and
hovered, his thick affair still just within her, poised to find its way
home.
"Ah, Francis!" He must move, he
must bury himself in her again or surely madness would follow. Her eyes
fluttered to take in the sight of him, his face slightly contorted and
impossibly beautiful. Her fingers gripped his shoulders convulsively.
"Please, love….
And then at last he did. He came
back to her, gliding into her silken slipperiness, deep and deep, to
her very center. Only a moment more and she felt the crisis upon her,
so soon that she was nearly taken by surprise. She lost herself, given
up to joy.
Her arms dropped upon the bed as
she panted her release, her heart pounding, head tossing upon the
pillow. He rested with her, then began again, urgently, seeking his own
release but taking her with him. Up and up they rose together and then
he slowed for a moment, waiting for her. She felt herself beginning to
fall apart and knew that Francis was falling with her, into her. He
groaned his release and at last, more than ever, they were one.
"Body, mind, and spirit," he
murmured a few minutes later. They lay enfolded in each other's arms,
covered by the bed clothes and moving their feet around to find the
snuggest position.
"Sorry?" said Lydia, her voice
drowsy.
"I would give anything if I did not
have to leave you tom--"
"Shush, Francis. You must not fret
about leaving."
"Well, I will, you know. But I have
come to trust that you will look after yourself." He smiled. "And that
Cornelia will help you do so."
She, too, smiled in the dark. "You
will have so many, such lengthy and detailed letters from me, that I
fear you will become quite bored."
He shifted to peer at her, keeping
her hand clasped in his and held against his chest. "Shall we see who
can bore the other first? No doubt we shall both write up a storm. It's
the sending and receiving of letters that will be hit or miss, I am
afraid."
"Mmm. But I shall just keep
writing. I know I shall feel closest to you by telling you what is
happening and what is in my heart."
"There you are then. I have already
laid in a prodigious supply of paper. If I can keep it dry and keep
Chadd from borrowing too much of it, you shall have at least a line or
two from me every day our voyage allows."
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
At a truly ungodly hour next
morning, the two lieutenants convened briefly in the chilly parlor,
each having just taken private and tender leave of his lady. By some
unspoken, entirely mutual, agreement among them all, the ladies
remained in their chambers. There was little chance they would sleep,
but they perhaps were grateful for an opportunity to rest quietly and
compose themselves. Meanwhile, the officers downed a pot of coffee and
a plate of kippers between them. Eccleston paced the whole time,
refusing to sit down even to eat. In a few moments they would be
wrapped up in their cloaks, striding down to the quay in the dark to
meet the ship's boat.
Chadd, whose outward languor was
slightly disparaged by ruffled hair and a certain tension around the
eyes, lolled back in his chair. He poured himself more coffee and
cleared his throat.
"Get any sleep at all, old man?" he
asked dryly.
Eccleston bristled. He had a damned
good notion just how much of that insouciance was feigned. To avoid
rising to the bait, he took a deep draught of the landlord's strong
brew before speaking.
"Not much as it happens," he shot
back. "But then don't expect me to believe that Cornelia gave you a
moment's peace." He marveled at himself. He must be giddy to be
speaking so unguardedly.
Chadd grinned. He was much happier
bantering than brooding.
"Not a bloody second," he replied
brightly. "I did nip off to the dockyard yesterday morning, by the way.
We've managed to produce that spare mast, plus a boatload of eighteen
pound shot." He smiled even more broadly. "I don't suppose the Captain
will refuse three extra casks of Madeira, either."
"You can be a good sort when you
want to," said Eccleston. "I say, you haven't acquired a fiancée
overnight by any chance?"
Chadd shook his head, his smile
fading a bit. "I don't think either of us is the marrying sort, to be
honest."
The senior lieutenant ceased his
pacing and turned to face his friend. "Look here Chadd, in all
seriousness…." He paused before continuing. "The service doesn't look
kindly on married lieutenants, you know. I've explained to Lydia and
she'll explain to Cornelia. I don't intend to inform the Captain. At
least not yet."
"Whatever you say, sir. Still, it
will be in the parish register, won't it? Though I don't suppose the
Captain will be leafing through the parish register anytime soon."
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Chadd had a disconcerting and
entirely annoying habit of being right. No one on board Indefatigable
read so much as a sentence on dry land for quite some months. A war
ship engaged in the business of war, she hunted the enemy relentlessly
from the time she weighed anchor in the choppy waters of Spithead.
Still, an encounter with any
British ship, be it a packet or a man-o- war, might yield letters for
the officers and crew. Lydia, as her husband had suggested, numbered
each letter she wrote, sending multiple copies by various routes. "May
as well play the odds," Francis had said. As she wrote, she felt as
though she were speaking to him. It brought him so close to her
thoughts that she was sure she could hear his voice murmuring in her
ear.
Eccleston's opportunities to post
letters were sporadic at best, but good as his word he wrote at least a
line almost every day, sometimes a great deal more. The days when
Lydia's manservant returned smiling and nodding from the docks were
few, but when he was successful she would have page after page to
devour rapidly or savor slowly, just as she pleased.
Cornelia, for her part, might dash
off a letter to Chadd haphazardly as the mood took her, detailing the
activities of the various societies she had joined upon their move to
Southampton or expounding at length upon some treatise she was editing
for an exiled Frenchman or would- be viscount scholar. She read the
letters she was writing out to Lydia, who pretended not to notice her
stepdaughter's transparent attempts to sow the seeds of . . .
curiosity, if not jealousy.
As Francis's letters arrived,
Cornelia eagerly asked Lydia for all the news, then immediately
affected such studied disinterest that even gentle Lydia could not help
but tease. One or two letters did arrive from Chadd, blithe and cheeky.
"If Eccleston grows any thinner, he will come in very handy should we
need to jury-rig a mast. " That sort of thing. Cornelia would read the
single page, roll her eyes, and toss the letter on the dining table.
"That man is such a, a noodle!" she
would exclaim. But Lydia would catch her tripping down the stairs the
next day, smiling and humming to herself.
They were snug enough in a little
three-story house that over looked the seafront, and busy enough with
societies, assemblies, and charitable good works. Nevertheless. "We
live and die by the post," Lydia told her friend Lady Rutledge in yet
another letter. Their lot, she felt, was nothing compared to the rigors
of life at sea or the sacrifice and hardship of war, but she liked to
think that her letters were a comfort to Francis, that he felt her near
him whenever he held a page she had written or remembered some little
thing she had said. It brought solace to think so, anyway.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Bay of Biscay, September 1794
In the aftermath of battle, more
than one kind of battle as it happens, two men stood side by side on
the quarterdeck of Indefatigable, each with his hands clasped behind
his back.
"I believe there is something else
I should tell you, sir."
Captain Sir Edward Pellew lowered
his gaze from the foretop mast and regarded his somewhat battered
acting lieutenant. Horatio Hornblower had just experienced what were no
doubt the most tumultuous 24 hours of his young life: A cutting-out
expedition directed at the French ship Papillon nearly gone awry, a
pistol ball to the head at the hands of a malicious fellow midshipman
named Simpson, the attacks of several French warships, the
disappearance of his closest friend, the loss of his expedition
commander (requiring him to assume command of the Papillon and arrest
the traitorous Simpson), engaging the enemy yet again and thereby
rescuing the Indy herself, accepting Simpson's demand for
"satisfaction" and so suffering a second wound in a scurrilous "duel",
yielding to Simpson's pleas not to shoot him down as he so richly
deserved, nearly being stabbed in the back, and finally, seeing the
scoundrel righteously (Pellew paused in his internal narrative to
straighten his shoulders and raise his chin) shot down like the dog he
had shown himself to be.
"Yes, Mr. Hornblower?"
"You asked me to look after Mr.
Eccleston's things . . . " Hornblower explained quietly about the
letters he had found in Eccleston's sea chest. Dozens upon dozens of
them. Perhaps he should not have opened them, but he had been such a
private man. Who was his next of kin? Who, indeed.
"So you see, sir," he concluded,
"it seems that Mr. Eccleston was married. His wife lives in
Southampton."
"Hmm, yes," the captain replied. He
wished that Eccleston had confided in him, though he understood the
impulse not to do so. The two men stood in silence for quite some time.
At last Pellew spoke.
"Mr. Hornblower, be so good as to
send Mr. Eccleston's sea chest to my cabin. I shall go below shortly."
"Aye aye," came the prompt reply
and in the fading light, Hornblower disappeared.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The letters had been carefully
folded and ordered, bound up in a waterproof pouch and tucked into
Eccleston's sea chest, beneath his spare shirts. Sir Edward had meant
only to discover Mrs. Eccleston's whereabouts, but once he started
reading them, he found he could not stop. Lydia's tenderness toward her
husband and the love she bore for him were evident in every sentence,
on every page.
He thought of his own dear wife's
letters and what they meant to him, even when she complained about the
farm or told him something he really did not want to know. He thought
of all the letters between husbands and wives and families, among the
English and the French, as well--what they must mean both to the author
and the reader. He thought of all the letters that were never written
and all those that might be written, if only a husband or wife could
write. Hornblower, he felt, understood something similar. Why else
speak of the letters at all? Why not just say that Lieutenant Eccleston
had been married and leave it at that?
With profound regret, he thought of
Eccleston, who was proud and dutiful and who, when it mattered, had
given his all for his country. He sighed deeply. Fueled by his second
pot of coffee and the need to get on with things, at last he picked up
his quill.
"Dear Mrs. Eccleston," he wrote.
"It is my very sad duty to inform you of the death of your husband,
Lieutenant Francis Eccleston, upon the 19th of September last, while
engaged in battle against the foreign enemy. I hope that it will
comfort you to know…."
The Captain rubbed his aching
forehead with his left hand. After this, it would be a letter to
Chadd's mother and father. After that, how many others? He was sure
that this year of Our Lord 1794 was still only the beginning. He dipped
his quill again, and continued.
The End
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